Monday, September 29, 2008
A day in the rain..
Although, I myself, am a book lover/fiend..I have NEVER witnessed such a thing, in the beginning all was well and organized, then as the tables got fuller,and those who hanged in their for the long haul...these were 1$ a book, all kinds...we started having crowds gathering around us repacking books to take to the specific tables, which in the beginning we had, they were like cats at a butcher shop, or vultures over a dead carcass, looming over your shoulder, grabbing a book here grabbing a book there! Tailing me as I carried the box to its designated spot..Returning after such a trip I find my co-volunteer using his voice as a whip, (back back I say! ) teasing, yet kindly but firmly requesting them to go to the tables..However, it was understandable, the temptation to find "the"book, the first glimpse before anyone else spies it..people were buying by the box loads..I myself had to ferret and hide a few books, with the cashier, and to my astonishment, found myself with 11 books! Some nice art books I must admit and one big sociology book..Oriental Despotism...hmm sounds serious doesn't it!
But all joking aside, it was a well run, disciplined organization. Which when my shift ended, 10-2 a new group came, lucky them the rain had stopped! I along with the rest of volunteers were truly tired and ready to rest...the real staff..still unpaid..stayed for the whole thing. I must admit, I am happy to be a part of this, everyone, seemed to know each other from past years, there was a camaraderie amongst people from all walks of life, young and old!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
A quiet trip up north..
mmm Genevieve is tasty! A picnic for all ages!
Quebecois Flag..
Other than flying my favorite way to travel is by train..
Meditative,
through open windows the landscape flies by..
sunlight filters through trees creating startling landscapes of light and shadow.
autumn is near, the trees have started to change color
yellow, amber, orange.. just on the edges.
Would that I lived in a place like this..
would I get tired of its natural beauty?
This trip to visit Genevieve and Thierry, has left me rested if a bit philosophical.
No technology, for me a retreat from the world at large, their home a wealth of warmth and laughter.
Although a home is only a shell with four walls, it is those inside which give it life!
I have left Montreal if not wiser a little less stressed having extended my trip by one day. Montreal reminds me of France with its cafes and its subtle french atmosphere. Quite homey, with its melange of immigrants it is different to Quebec. Although the accent is a little difficult to comprehend, the people were very polite and smiled. At a little "salon de the" named "fous des dessert", I had a very nice lesson in green tea by its Japanese owner, in french! Where I drank an oolong tea with orchid flower, quite subtle. Of course with a pain chocolat, made with real chocolate..mmm.Lucky for me, I also enjoyed a traditional fondue, made with broth. Being invited to a home cooked dinner is a wonderful way to meet people, and just observe, thankfully Genevieve quickly showed me the trick of tying the meat, so it doesn't fall off. Although there is a tradition of kissing the person on your right if you do lose your food in the broth! Hmm would that lead to a lot of hungry people...
thank you..
In the end everything begins and ends with us...no I have not just come to that conclusion, but it is a lesson which sometimes needs remembering..My body tends to tell me when something is wrong, sleepless nights, fatigue, irritability..but I often ignore her, till its too late. She is someone I have to heal first from the inside out..I have been reminded of this by a cold sore, for some it is a normal occurence, for me it has happened during major life changes, every few years.It is my bodies way of dealing with stress and shaking me awake when I am too 'tetue' to listen! So I have promised less coffee, more green tea, and wholesome foods, a start for now. Although I am positive, the stress and anxiety over my decision to move and no work etc...will be harder to leave aside, although I will try.
I love you all dearly my friends, a double edged sword to have you all scattered about! at least one is only a train ride away...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
to sleep or not to sleep
so this resident night owl, will write by moonlight, while all the worlds asleep..If anyone finds Mr.Sandman, send him to me, although..living in the modern city "which never sleeps" there are a million and one sounds at night, from people going and coming from work, the wood floors and furniture creaking and settling (disturbing really till you get accustomed to it) the ambulances and trucks down whizzing down the streets..the deli (bakkal like) starting to open at 3 am preparing for the day ahead, to the least a wind chime, tinkling with the wind..all these noises one hears so much better at night, and jumps at the least possible sound...
It's four thirty, and I've been up since three..if ever I had a child, I would be prepared..I'm off to bed, again..I understand why people take sleeping pills..ahh the sound of the industrial sized air conditioner..forgotten that one!
good night to all..j'espere...
Friday, August 22, 2008
Life is not so grey...
Sunday, August 17, 2008
A path once chosen...
A bit melancholy, perhaps it's Bach, the cello suites were never lighthearted. Yet it suits my mood, introspective, contemplative. Therefore reader be forewarned!
Would that I could stifle these urges that goad and push for more. MORE what is more! There is no definition really, it is wanting what you do not have yet when you have..are we satisfied..for the moment, a day, a week and then it's back! Do all human beings have this craving, this impulsiveness to uproot their whole world on a whim, or so it seems sometimes. For what? sigh...A longing..
I've traveled the world, or a part of it, and for that I am grateful. I have been allowed to see, smell and live with others while they went about their lives. I've made friends which I can love and miss their companionship dearly.. I've matured perhaps too much..for this place seems to have stood still.
One day I will write about all the joy there was in traversing my little world, but not today, not with Bach's cellos playing in the background...
Alone once more, who would have thought it would be this difficult...surrounded by people one longs for piece yet once granted...can it be taken back.
once more a floating weed,
off the coast of the atlantic,
too far
both sides of the shore...so far...
destined to float on the sea,
or get dragged under by the current...
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Hustle and Bustle
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
For those of us who've lived abroad...
Monday, May 12, 2008
A minute detail..
These scarves were usually shown tied gracefully around the neck
however now...they are tied around the head in a peasant fashion,
not like a headscarf where no hair is visible, but a knot under the chin...
Maybe I'm paranoid but these are minute ways of getting us accustomed to the idea.
Besides which, scarves worn around the neck, like neck ties, are a western invention, and have no place in an Islamic society, as this goverment would like us to be.
Just in case this is a hint of paranoia, when our prime minister meets with more conservative members of his parliament, we lose the necktie...minute perhaps...but all the same, it starts like this. And soon you become so used to it, that, it no longer bothers you..It is normal...that's when for those who think like I do the s... has hit the fan.
Friday, May 09, 2008
Where does one end and one begin?
Are there no men to stop and think of the consequences of their actions? Are there no regrets? Most likely not, with men still thinking they own women as property, and the simple retort that she was not a socially acceptable person therefore, up for anything. Such simplistic thinking but true.
And now they want to launch a 4th Car Theft Auto, or whatever it's called, as if there isn't enough violence! I see it all day in my four year old class..kids immediately go for the throat, they start young.
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Labor Day 2008 Istanbul
Well, that was one year ago, and yes there were protests and riots. This year the government who is trying to portray itself as very pro-European Union, democratic, pro-human rights,etc.. Labels the working class (in a sense no direct translation)as nothing but "lower classes, who are they to dictate what we will do". They wanted to meet in Taksim Square, however instead of finding a way to come to terms with the unions, his government, the mayor etc, restricted any protests, changed the name of the day and said if any one decides to demonstrate they will use force. And that is exactly what they have done! IF this was any country during the communist era I could understand this type of action however this is not! They have barrackaded the building where one group of workers were supposed to start their walk,(about 600 people) and if any happen to leave the building they are pelted with tear gas, water and paint..there are hundreds of police walking around in groups a show of force!. Taksim Square is completely cut off from any kind of transport and people- literally a bird cannot fly through there. It is surrounded by police which have been brought from around Turkey, of course with sharpshooters standing by on rooftops! This is a main touristic area, with hotels and restaurants, poor tourists! Don't misunderstand me, this is NOT a terrorist organization just workers old and young who wanted to celebrate this holiday, ok, sometimes there are small groups of other organizations who protest as well, but usually they are small enough to contain. However this is a show of power and brute force! the police are pelting people whether or not, they are protestors, they have even entered some of the hospitals, which of course baffled some of the doctors inside.
It's sad and unbelievable, I couldn't go to work today, because of the closure of the roads and transport, as well as the fact that my parents would have worried about me, but I must say we got off easy last year with Micheal, this year I wouldn't be so sure.
These actions will have repercussions, no one has the right to be treated this way, these are your workers, your people, not terrorists! Bully tactics never work. However, this is another fine example of this goverments tactics, they only do what is best for them...sigh..."What is to be done"? as the title of Chernyshevsky's 19th Century novel asks...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
hello world, remember me,
I've become much more cynical with goverments and life in general however and globalization has a lot to answer for. Idealistic people try to protest against goverments working with big corporations or even bigger goverments however to what avail? Istanbul's new goverment has sold off nearly everything they could think of to foreign investors, or family members. Electricity, bus companies, soon Natural gas, with this of course comes increased prices and we are becoming more and more isolated! May 1st is labor day and has been for nearly 200 years all around Europe, yet our goverment has decided to rename that day, and therefore, control all the protests and demonstrations that are sure to be. No, this is not a joke. Although I must admit if it wasn't the country, where I am living now, I would think it was so. Not that the US is much better with Bush heading it, and soon in my opinion will be McCain unfortunately, since the population of the US has a tendency to elect conservative. I will have gained the ability to study, read at my leisure and walk down the street and see some nature, AND despite everything it is stable. I don't feel economically secure in this country, or that the future is heading in the right direction. The new regime has gotten into the foundations of this country and like termites they are very hard to get rid of. I wish I was being pessimistic but I'm afraid we are heading in the same direction as Iran, watch Persepolis the animation! and you will see what I mean. So I'm off on this beautiful day, to teach the little buggers :)
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Brecht...
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Ephesus and Priene


Baptismal font! Yet just behind it was a tomb with an engraving of a wild beast or gargoyle! Still a bit pagan..


This symbol carved into marble appears once again in an Athenian Temple in Pirene...was it the symbol of Christianity, of a co-mingling of religions?Ephesus!

A weary traveler, just arriving from a long trip to spend a few days in Ephesus and what does he need the most!!! Well just look closely and maybe you can guess?? A woman, a heart and your left foot...Once we found it I must admit it was very extravagant with rooms, a mosaic tiled dining room, a washroom and just behind the public toilets where all essential business was taken care of!!!
Just for laughs!

The library...sigh..two floors and we consider ourselves civilized today..we could take lessons!
New site, Priene...look carefully! Can find letters engraved in the rocks! Graffitti? Practice writing? who knows...But these were near the church.



and the floors! Thank you mom! She translated the writing...."good kisses!" Hmm some passing stranger to his new sweetheart or to the goddess Athena will we never know! Now brace yourself!
Columns from an Athenian Temple! Words failed me, and I really felt moved! 
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Can you see my head near the last column? Someone really wanted to please Athena..
It could be seen from all over the city, a city which had a remarkable sewage system, covered on the side of the streets, leading all the way down to sea. Beautiful staircases leading to side streets where nobles lived, the floor plans readily viewable. An amphitheatre, a temple for Hygenia (or was that the wife), a gymnasium, a church, a square, market place, Greek writing visible on tablets, seats, tiny but immaculate writing! We spent over two hours just wandering around amazed..



Sitting in the amphitheatre in the best seat in the house! Arm rests had carvings that fit right in the palm of your hand...luxury! It's good to be a senator! Assume that they sprawled as well!

Fini!
Nostalgia...
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
The weather is as shifty...
Ok...my philosophy for the day..:)
Istanbul is becoming more and more "Europeanized" if there is such a word! We now have free newspapers "Gaste and 20 mins"! The interesting point to make is that its liberal, and quite good actually, its the same as the one in Sweden. Although it would seem from all the advertisements the city supports 20mins which is less serious and more tabloid based. Surprise surprise, why educate the masses! It's also privatizing everything it can get its hands on, lastly being the public transport! The hype is that they will be more modernized, ahh but no mention of a price hike which is sure to come! Thats just a small detail...compared to comfortable seating!
Oh and yes, I'm still teaching, and although I dislike it, it allows me to travel, and thanks to Anne I've seen quite a bit this year, and I'd like to move in the summer, France? Spain? Portugal? Iceland ?(laughing might find Rak or Heimir??)hmm ...so maybe its worth putting up with the little buggers for another year???? It's a struggle between intellectual deteriorization and love of traveling (as well as a few other important reasons!!)...a bit of laziness is involved as well, if I'm honest...
Ahh well, la vie est plus belle maintenant...
Saturday, February 23, 2008
purple haze...
Friday, February 22, 2008
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
More on the way
short videos of switzerland and a new post on snow in istanbul to come soon!
thanks for the patience as you can see it's a bit on the loquacious side!
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Switzerland from lake to lake
Important web links:
http://www.swisstravelsystem.ch/
- 2 days in Geneva SBB local train to Lausanne.
- 1 day in Lausanne,next day local train to Montreux catch the panoramic train (Golden Pass line)to Interlaken.
- 2days in Interlaken (traveling to the famous Jungfrau region, and walking around between both lakes, Brienzersee and Thunersee.
- Next day traveled to by Luzern by Golden Pass to catch the Pre-Alpine Express(Voralpen express in German)to Romanshorn on the shores of Lake Constance, same day traveled by regular train (which was no longer the SBB trains but Rhaitische Bahn ) to Feldkirch,Austria, spent the night there.
- Moved the next day by Liechtenstein bus line number 36 through Liechtenstein to Brig, in approx.45mins. From Brig, took RBahn to Celerina (located 5mins from St. Moritz).
Spent the night in Celerina and in the morning went to St.Moritz and took Glacer Express to Zermatt, (approx.7 hours). - From Zermatt took the train back to Visp and then to Montreux.
- Spent 2 nights in Chamby 10min suburb from Montreux center and took the train to Geneva airport from Montreux.
Our adventure begins on arrival in Geneva, which is a big and very organized city. Did I mention that it is also a bicycle city with loads of bicycle lanes, this was true throughout most cities. If anyone has traveled to Germany, then they know how detailed and efficient they are, in all matters from recycling to train times. Yet in this case Switzerland can be considered the anal retentive student in class who pays attention to every minute detail. This can best be demonstrated with this picture below:

Approx.trans. The sly dog can train the master.
The old town was very short and had some interesting architecture, some 16-18 th c. buildings mostly turned into restaurants, but the highlight was not the United Nations and its sculpture of a huge Broken Chair, signifying all those poor civilians who live in mine infested territories, but Carouge a little village a few km outside Geneva, it was pictoresque and quaint. It has music festival in the spring. We also visited CERN for Anne's school trip. Not being scientifically inclined I assumed I would be bored, however it was surprisingly interesting. The interactive materials made the information received much more stimulating. The amount of effort that was invested in discovery was both fascinating and frightening. If these scientists in the early 50's could see where all their investigations and discoveries led this world, would they be appalled or consider it a part of the way of the world? I couldn't help searching through all the men scientists for a woman, and lo and behold there was one. She was named Alice and they named the first Electromagnet after her. This was a quite big achievement. (I leave the interpretation up to you, the invention of the magnet, or naming it after the first woman scientist, or even the fact that there was one!) I also found out through an experiment playing a computer game how many atoms and protons etc my body mass has. Uh hum..having added a few kilos, I won't mention any details! We also visted the Botanical Gardens which I am sure in spring would be magnificent. They even had a small zoo..and guess what we saw...Bambi (as even my little buggers call deer)and PEACOCKS!! I never saw them before and they DO make the most horrid sound! Sorry no pictures! However, after two days in Geneva I was ready to move on, they had an interesting neighborhood behind the train station which had a very significant modern architectural appearance. Three architects designed the buildings with no straight lines, in a Gaudi style, but the guidebook says "smurflike cartoon appartments", which they appeared to be.
But now...on to Lausanne.
We accidentally walked all the way to the Brienzersee, we took a walk through the forest behind, and followed a trail led by a "man and his dog" in the snow, it became a bit of a lark to see how far we could follow them-tracks in the snow of someone you don't know, I enjoyed their company and was sad not to find them. Though it was a very big dog, judging by the tracks, we went on without them, making our own tracks to follow. Beautiful, amazing, awe inspiring, silence, crunching of snow underfoot..and the views of the mountains. This was Schynige Platte.
We went higher and higher climbing around little trails, small waterfalls, and we even got our first glimpse of wild deer, ( I did wonder if anything else was around besides deer!) so after a few hours of climbing and following the "wanderweg" signs we found ourselves near Brienz.



As we started our walk we followed the Eiger Run, the longest sledding trail. It was seperate from the skiers with only the lone hiker or two, so the silence was complete. Once in a while there would be a shreak as a sledder hit a rough patch or a steep hill but otherwise quite peaceful. The mountains were our friends, coming up all around us.

At times we came upon a train line, snaking upwards,(we opted to keep walking to the town of Grindelwald rather than taking the train, we had time, later we realized it was good we started around 9am. (Yes, we had a breakfast at 7:00am and left right after..so not a trip for those who like to sleep!)
At times it felt as if you were on top of the world, and so tiny and insignificant! How could we possibly NOT keep walking!
I understood why people yodeled in order to communicate. Walking through the snow, most of the time following a trail, it feels as if you are the only people left in the world. The birds keep you company, and there were many different varieties, at times the route took you on top of the trees, there barks almost covered in snow.We saw many little varieties of pines trying to grow through the snow, so hardy yet so gentle!
The clouds enhanced our imagination, sometimes on the mountain tops, sometimes behind, sometimes covering it entirely!
After approximately 4.5hrs of hiking, sometimes very near the skiers we finally made it to Grindelwald, where we shared a warm apple strudel and hot chocolate, before heading back. Looking at the mountain we had a great feeling of accomplishment and awe, with aching but happy muscles we made the trek back home by train. That night we ate out, I had sausages and plain"rosti", which is made with grated potatoes. Anne had one, which was superbe, made with bacon, ham, creme, onions and cheese..mmmmmmmmm. The last night we walked towards the Thunersee, but before we made it the sun set, and we had a beautiful view..

Next day, trip to Luzern, which I'd suggest visiting though we only had 30 mins before the train left. It looked like an interesting place. We caught the Pre-Alpine Express (Volparen in German) to Romanshorn on the shores of Lake Constance. It was a panaromic train, and we passed through some beautiful landscapes.No pictures, Romanshorn, was surprisingly dull and uninteresting, we had a picnic lunch on the shore, ran into a few more covered Turkish families which I seem to attract like magnets! Off we were on regular trains to Brig, and from there to Feldkirch Austria. It only took 20 mins to cross the border, although we arrived at night, and there was not a soul around, at 8pm...we managed to find our way to the hostel, 15 mins away. We were in for a surprise!!! It looked like something out of Shakespeare!It dates back in the old manuscripts till 1362! We appreciated it better in the light of day. Inside was a complete renovation everything was restored to its old appearance, using a lot wood, oak i imagine. It was very inexpensive compared to Switzerland and I'd recommend it, although breakfast was extra it was very good. This used to be a leper colony in the form of an infirmary, which cared for their "spiritual and secular welfare" , it was also where travelers who couldn't afford regular pensions would stay, and they housed the mentally disabled as well. It continued as a hostel/infirmary 16 to the 18th c where old people who paid into the system could go to retire.So, it was restored to its original purpose in 1985 as a hostel! .

We took a short walking tour and it was a beautiful old city, far more interesting then Romanshorn. There was an old Jesuite college that was attended by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, now a music conservatory. Lots of old churches,interesting frescos on the Rathaus. The importance of religion can be seen and felt throughout Switzerland,and here. An arsenal, powder tower and a mill gate are some of the attractions, as well as a 6 storey gate tower built end 14th c.
Okay after we boarded the bus, we knew the time of departure, but wanting to be sure, it was the bus, we tried to ask him, and all we received was a very strange look, along with a few grunting noises!! Now, I know the difference between not understanding English, we had a few hand signs and mix of languages, this was just plain "I don't give a f..." so we had a good laugh, and blamed it on the Liechtenstien people. Sidenote:It must be difficult living in a country where most people forget it even exists!! and its rarely mentioned in the history books, except now it seems to be in the news more, some scandal with their banking methods and Germany. Most of the youth we saw, Swiss or Austrian, or Liech.. seemed a bit lost in terms of identity. They all sported the same low baggy pants, piercings, sweatshirts. We passed through some suburbs in Switzerland, where I knew by the look, driving of vehicle, just overall attitude that they were middle eastern or turkish. And god help me, it became a game, to find them,everywhere even in Feldkirch there are Doner Kebap places!!!! In this tiny village there were 2!

We are now on the Rhatische Bahn, but on a panoramic wagon. Once past Luzern there is a noticeable change in the language, from French to German. Near Celerina, though it was Italian as well. The fresco's on the walls of the houses were in Italian, in Celerina.


Oberalp pass (2033m), between Andermatt and Brig. The Rhone valley. This area is a must see! (map marked)

Jesus...pray for us.

Glacier near Randa before Zermatt-In 1991 some of the rocks fell and destroyed a few houses in the village below!



after some rain an amazing rainbow-the colors and size was magnificent, but no pot of gold.
What I will do for cheese!!!
A cheese factory in Gruyere, lucky for me the sister was fond of cheese as well! We got a tour, and a free sample, 4,500 kg of milk to produce 12 rounds of cheese at 35 kg each!





